I don't think I am a TERRIBLE player by any means (I consider myself average) and due to NO ONE making SA servers on TF2Center, I am forced to use NA just so I can play lobbies, usually with me having on average 200 ping. I like playing Scout and if I am feeling it, will play Medic.
Recently I went into a HL lobby as a Medic replacement, and the teams were filled and they already had a Medic and when I said that the teams are full, I don't recall correctly (I suck at remembering things), but I think they didn't want me.
Am I just being stupid, or do people think I suck and hate that I have a bad ping?